One of the reasons why this research group called my attention was: they are doing research in what we call developing countries. For those who knows me, it is not a surprised that I was attracted with this idea.

However as I discover more about ICT4D, I realize I am not from the same philosophy.

This is COMPLETE contradictory, I know. Specially because I want to help and actually I am contributing at some level with ICT4D. But I am interesting in the personal growth of any individual.

On Friday  I was briefly in one talk regarding ICT4D. I wonder if anyone on that room read Carlos Fuentes. In one of his books, el espejo enterrado (in english: the buried mirror), Fuentes manage a very special concept: when two cultures meet each other. The encounter of cultures imply the discovering of each other  step by step. Two different worlds are discovering each other, this has sever implications at different levels. I know this type of reflection is not only his,  there are different writers making explicit the reflections of different meanings and interpretations.

In the 30 minutes I was in that room on Friday,  my heart got sad. I just heard how the experts were concern on changing the  “ignorance” of the countries they are working with. Of course that ignorance is in reference to our perspective. As we assume several of their problems and behaviors  must change. In those 30 minutes, I did NOT hear what do we discover in the host cultures that can make us work together. I did NOT hear how the locals define their own problems.  I did NOT hear a we (foreign and locals) at any moment. Much less I hear what the foreign has learned or admired from the “host”  culture.

If I have a guest in my  house and tells me how to furnish it, clean it and even live in it.  I wont get happy and I doubt I will get open to those wise suggestions. Less if I haven’t even ask for those suggestions myself.

I accept I am a western. This is a fact, for “n” reasons, starting from the perspective I born in a BIG metropolis of the western hemisphere. But that does not give me any rights to say that my way of living is the correct one.

I had been a missionary for several years. I had lived in communities that from our “western” eyes are not developed. Where there is literally nothing. I had seen people die, and I had seen people sleeping on the street trying to get warm next to an animal.  No shelter, no food, nothing. However, those communities and those individuals are richer in other aspects than us. What makes us think or believe we are superior?  The money, yeap sure! With all the ongoing natural disasters, we will see how much the money can help us.We are just loosing the point of living.

I wish to  hear one day, from  any leader, how one draws the line between what is your desire of your own growth, my desire for my own growth, and our common growth.  Wondering, when we will work together?

The “solution” we are approaching as “development”, in my humble opinion and in most of the cases, is not taking us anywhere. Because since the first encounter the respect is not existent, we do not consider ourselves equals. That problem is in both ends of the conversation the westerns and the no-westerns. When we accept that both parties are as important as oneself, then perhaps growth will start to flourish.

I admit there are very valuable people in the world of ICT4D. I respect them. It exists good will, and all the good stuff we can think of. But sadly from my eyes we are missing the point and  following some type of  e-colonialism pattern.

To the time!. Maybe I am mistaken, maybe we will change the approach….in anycase,right now I must finalize  my thesis.

Recommended book to read!