Monthly Archives: July 2010

BREAKING news

Manzanita…

My fellow companion for the last 5 years, literally my baby, it is severly sick.  🙁

It does not accept to take electricity anymore, hence, it only has 40% energy left….

However as loyal as it always has been, it allowed me to finalize my backup…

I am saving  the energy it has left for a miracle….

oh man! 🙁

breaking a “rejection-spell”

The first thing to do, is to stop saying to our heart and mind: it is the busiest day of my life.

Because  busier days will always come, as a lot of work is needed to be done to make things happen. Work and humbleness are required for learning from the people who had walked the path earlier, and it is willing to share some of their time and experience with us to improve.

Here a small story showing how time can get busier and busier:

On July 14, 2010 @ 6 am – I got locked myself outside of my Finnish house, with no keys. In a warmer summer day I start early my days, however I was lucky enough to have my phone with me, then I could ask for help.

On July 14, 2010 @ 6 pm – I got locked myself outside of my office in Science Park, with no keys, no phone, nothing. Worse case scenario than at the morning of the same day. However thanks to Alexander Kolesnikov I was saved and finally got in.

Those were not signs of in-love process, but my mind is really elsewhere trying to finalize my PhD and doing its best.

On July 28 2010, while being at the Pielinen Museum, I got the email of a paper accepted with “significant revisions”.  I am still shocked. We worked with that paper per months with Erkki, and I think I had been working with it directly more than a year. Hope it makes it through the whole process…

On July 29, 2010. I got the information of other document I worked with Jan in June, which is also “accepted conditionally”.

Honestly, I do not believe it is possible to break the rejection spell, especially after a dozen of rejections in a row. I feel like being locked out: those things can’t happen to me.

The reason of the entrance in this blog is: I do not believe it, however clear evidence exists that there is light at the end of the tunnel.

Now, as you can imagine it is busier as I had planned on Tuesday, but happily I received the work to be done if the spell is broken.

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